2013 to 2014: Clean slate more changes, fun times!
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As 2013 comes to a close, I wanted to reflect on all that has happened, but at this time, I slide into the end zone exhausted and out of bounds. This year has been challenging, eye opening, and remarkable in many ways. I came across a church that welcomed me in its place at a moment when I most needed a community! fair oaks presby brought me a bible study group of ladies and joy. i got in a car accident in feb, same month went sky diving, winery hopping, and later all different things. Thisyear was a rough one for my family and we hope and pray next year brings good tidings and memories; may the storm be over for us all, but help us see how much it makes us stronger and grateful of what we have done to make it through as a family, love each other no matter what. There were other good things though, max and james played well for water polo and working away at school, James will graduate in May and Paul from law school. For me this year has brought lessons and much learning in terms of my job and my relationships men and women. I put a lot of faith in people and often try to see the best, this year alone met and let go of several individuals but have chosen to pray and love them all despite circumstances or pain, praying I can show gods love even when I do not want to. 2013 what it means to me is resilence, determination and chances and risks taken regardless of the outcome; pain is welcomed so that we may be thankful for the gifts given to us during the pleasant times. Whether, the gift is a trip to view a gorgeous sunset, forgiving someone who did you wrong, or hurt or you them, (to you yes you Im sorry and I love and care for you) to experience a magical special thing, event or person and an unconditional love that God spreads all around. Next yr I have some resolutions or goals as you might call them. I would like to lift more, be less needy, curtail my anxiety exercise discernment, get to another data management level, put myself out there, travel more, adventures on bucket list, no more dating basket case guys or guys with kids, love myself enough to know I deserve better and from afar, appreciate them and understand they have a lot to work through. Goal to be positive and let go of controlling everything one day at a time and be happy! I want to Open my heart to God's will and plan much more and make it a '14 to remember! Instead of dreading this current one, the best I can think of is to end it on a good lasting note, just like a finale of fireworks that went off at candlestick park for the niners last game at the stadium in san francisco, make it a touchdown!
As 2013 comes to a close, I wanted to reflect on all that has happened, but at this time, I slide into the end zone exhausted and out of bounds. This year has been challenging, eye opening, and remarkable in many ways. I came across a church that welcomed me in its place at a moment when I most needed a community! fair oaks presby brought me a bible study group of ladies and joy. i got in a car accident in feb, same month went sky diving, winery hopping, and later all different things. Thisyear was a rough one for my family and we hope and pray next year brings good tidings and memories; may the storm be over for us all, but help us see how much it makes us stronger and grateful of what we have done to make it through as a family, love each other no matter what. There were other good things though, max and james played well for water polo and working away at school, James will graduate in May and Paul from law school. For me this year has brought lessons and much learning in terms of my job and my relationships men and women. I put a lot of faith in people and often try to see the best, this year alone met and let go of several individuals but have chosen to pray and love them all despite circumstances or pain, praying I can show gods love even when I do not want to. 2013 what it means to me is resilence, determination and chances and risks taken regardless of the outcome; pain is welcomed so that we may be thankful for the gifts given to us during the pleasant times. Whether, the gift is a trip to view a gorgeous sunset, forgiving someone who did you wrong, or hurt or you them, (to you yes you Im sorry and I love and care for you) to experience a magical special thing, event or person and an unconditional love that God spreads all around. Next yr I have some resolutions or goals as you might call them. I would like to lift more, be less needy, curtail my anxiety exercise discernment, get to another data management level, put myself out there, travel more, adventures on bucket list, no more dating basket case guys or guys with kids, love myself enough to know I deserve better and from afar, appreciate them and understand they have a lot to work through. Goal to be positive and let go of controlling everything one day at a time and be happy! I want to Open my heart to God's will and plan much more and make it a '14 to remember! Instead of dreading this current one, the best I can think of is to end it on a good lasting note, just like a finale of fireworks that went off at candlestick park for the niners last game at the stadium in san francisco, make it a touchdown!
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