Cellular data and lunch musings XD

How else are you supposed to listen to Spotify at work, or do run keep supposedly, or check your bill payments on time or not? Cellular data, although costly, and a pain for your phone battery, weghing and decreasing it down, it's a way to go with all that we have going socially and just to keep awake. Ha okay, maybe not that extreme, but wifi only gets accessed for the lucky few. Some cannot use it and will have it monitored. Hence the hefty, aww but why not do it anyways. With an auditor running around, clipboard in hand, typing with tiny fingers on a phone may not seem so inconspicuous or is it, maybe he/she is blind and thinks it's keyboard typing. Ah, one can only hope, on a not-so steady lunch hour day. 

A bit of a go back, but maybe just for myself. I tend to tell people my story, or my experience, or my situation and then later feel like an arse. Maybe if you are a sister or brother to me, or close it doesn't matter so much, but if you are not, well that's the issue. I think it's because I want people to know about said person, or said problem, so much so that they won't have to encounter it myself, or could be because I would like to vent or want someone to listen. Everyone tells you there's therapy, guns, or things to take care of that. I think hearing from people with like minds, and sound advice (eh for the most part) is good to have. Everyone needs to have a go to person, maybe not 50 people in my case lol. I don't have shame on the past, I highlight it because I believe there is some amount of closure to it. The person who won't leave our side is God. Wear it proud, whatever it is, the new haircut, the new clothes, the new job, the new found life, love, circumstance, but also wear the scars, because how can you appreciate someone if they don't let you in? I think we are chemically imbalanced at times, maybe even myself to the point at which we may not realize, this mess ups, these mistakes, scars whatever are actually good things. They tell you to stop talking about it. It's a part of me, and I will stand by them;' why shouldn't we? Grossly immature, dangerously out of date, lack of common sense, oh cause we have accumulated some of these at this time. I appreciate when people tell me what I need to work on, and what they are concerned about. How else are you going to learn, if you keep running from the communicating and the input from criticism. We cannot all live in idealized mentality of this is how everyone should and shouldn't behave. Some day we will be older and wise, and be glad we did something ridiculous for once, or so those old guys tell me. Emotionally charged and admitting it. Everyone is going to dislike you, be disappointed in you, etc at some point for some things you do or don't do. for me, this might as well be one of them!