I only like you when....the idea of adulting... and other musings
But really though this is ridiculous. Liking someone conditionally is the same thing is as saying you will vote for Trump and you support Hilary. In other words, it's a complete lack of respect. Like someone for who they are, faults and all. Liking someone most of the time, just means you can't handle their other sides. What about your other sides. I know for myself if I haven't eaten dinner, lunch or whatever, I can be a real rotten bitch. However, I know that as a pocket reminder, so I carry snacks around, or quickly find food. No one likes to be hungry. I heard someone tell me the other day that I do a lot complaining. I smiled. Sure they are right. We do, we naturally complain about things. Here's my response though. I am not walking around acting like Eeyore; who yes is pretty much the Negative Norbert of well life.
We get depressed and stressed and my coworkers often say are you ever not going to be this way. (laughs). If I wasn't, this work that I needed to do wouldn't get done, and things in my life wouldn't be as planned and as structured as they need to be for certain aspects of a day. Sounds Type A, but there is a Type B out there too. I mean it's the same for a workout routine. I hate yoga. No that's not true. I don't hate it, I just don't choose to do it. I am almost 6 feet tall, and my idea of the class is a nap in child's pose! I could really benefit from stretching and drinking more water as my curvature pain has really increased. I only like you when you do what I want.... that was another one that got me this week. Not a robot, I'm a human being lol. They would like to ask all things and for you to do all things. Kindly unfriend me, I do not have time for your b.s.
On another note, so nice to be able to see family, who is close by, and feel really thankful to live on the west coast, it seems east coast, and other states that are having all of these awful disasters. It makes me wonder how it's going to turn out when I finally decide to move, get another job, etc. I am 28 next year and I also wonder too when do you have to start that whole adult thing. Some say 25, some say 28, some say 27, who really knows. I think it's when you get a groove with a job you really want and one you want to embark on to make a name for yourself and make an honest to God living, or there's that live paycheck to paycheck deal of it pays bills; not my dream, but it works well for me right now.
I mean I have a list to complete, an adventure list to seriously get rollin on and finish what I said I was going to do. The key is to try. I would really like to get a map to put a map on my wall and put pins and such of places I have been, and then marking where I want to go. I feel like though that would seriously feel my already insanely big obsessive travel hopes and dreams while stilll owning an adorable loveable dog who I hate leaving. ;). Then there's the whole I would like to see the states thing too or maybe go back to school. Sometimes when it gets slow at work I just get into daydreaming and that is how all of these trips I have been taking formed and well to add to my list too. I think I learn so much more about me when I take these adventures as well. Ah adulting seems such an accomplishment, so with a lil therapy or so, a work that grounds me into persistence, and a mixture of more years to come, it may just work out. Until next time, it's time to find some wake me up medicine.
We get depressed and stressed and my coworkers often say are you ever not going to be this way. (laughs). If I wasn't, this work that I needed to do wouldn't get done, and things in my life wouldn't be as planned and as structured as they need to be for certain aspects of a day. Sounds Type A, but there is a Type B out there too. I mean it's the same for a workout routine. I hate yoga. No that's not true. I don't hate it, I just don't choose to do it. I am almost 6 feet tall, and my idea of the class is a nap in child's pose! I could really benefit from stretching and drinking more water as my curvature pain has really increased. I only like you when you do what I want.... that was another one that got me this week. Not a robot, I'm a human being lol. They would like to ask all things and for you to do all things. Kindly unfriend me, I do not have time for your b.s.
On another note, so nice to be able to see family, who is close by, and feel really thankful to live on the west coast, it seems east coast, and other states that are having all of these awful disasters. It makes me wonder how it's going to turn out when I finally decide to move, get another job, etc. I am 28 next year and I also wonder too when do you have to start that whole adult thing. Some say 25, some say 28, some say 27, who really knows. I think it's when you get a groove with a job you really want and one you want to embark on to make a name for yourself and make an honest to God living, or there's that live paycheck to paycheck deal of it pays bills; not my dream, but it works well for me right now.
I mean I have a list to complete, an adventure list to seriously get rollin on and finish what I said I was going to do. The key is to try. I would really like to get a map to put a map on my wall and put pins and such of places I have been, and then marking where I want to go. I feel like though that would seriously feel my already insanely big obsessive travel hopes and dreams while stilll owning an adorable loveable dog who I hate leaving. ;). Then there's the whole I would like to see the states thing too or maybe go back to school. Sometimes when it gets slow at work I just get into daydreaming and that is how all of these trips I have been taking formed and well to add to my list too. I think I learn so much more about me when I take these adventures as well. Ah adulting seems such an accomplishment, so with a lil therapy or so, a work that grounds me into persistence, and a mixture of more years to come, it may just work out. Until next time, it's time to find some wake me up medicine.
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