Setbacks: understatement of the year or no?

(blog to be read in a fantastic sarcastic tone)Ahahaha! okay first starting out a blog hysterically laughing almost crying. I had the best day in the world...I mean it could not have gone better. For starters I had some insane and awful occurrences happen at work regarding programs I was on, not to mention with the roll out of the new merging companies, we are (clap induced moment) now called Aerojet Rocketdyne! Long morning followed by Aerojet East complications, Margo's in hot water, boss isn't stoked, supervisor is worried and wrote ya up. Yea it's a regular day in heaven. Took my work  laptop home and this is the part where I say, "Poor Ry, :/ " Parker made him wait to get the financials for our program signed off and then I submitted later. I went to the gym and almost fell off the elipitical. Any other day would of laughed said oh shiza and then kept going today, gripped the handles, and sped up. After the gym I went to my counselor mtg and that went well actually. After all my vent mode, I came home uploaded the files and said viola all good. Hadn't eaten most of today, so I thought I'd be safe with hot dogs, till I managed to get ketchup all over me. Yumo! I finished eating and went to unpack my workout bag and bam, shampoo all over my black work heels, clothes, and ... wait for it... out pops a key. Not just any key... the key. This key was my car key. You know the one I had desperately, frantically searched for and then wound up having my poor father make copies and pay for and drive them to me for both cars. Oh, that's the one, you mischievous devil you! I threw the contents into the shower and have been avoiding them at the moment. I move into a new place in twoish weeks and that's stressful, but oober exciting. Let's see, all those setbacks makes for the perfect time and did I mention I will be making ends meet and all the clutter in my room makes me want to shout and praise the rooftops? Alright already, I'm not bleeding, I'm not dying and it's been one hell of a day and there's setbacks and Satan wanted to see if he could twist my lid and some people say oh, God's testing you, well this girl whether it's an A or an F is still going to be okay. Here's why. I am 24 yrs old, I work for one of the top Aerospace companies in the west coast maybe U.S. (no brag intended, making point, relax Fabio), going to be living in my own place and making things work, singlehandedly took on 6 programs as a level one data manager(may have lost a few this week, due to trouble, but going to earn them back), have a family who loves me so much through all this transitioning and growing, go to bible study on thursday nights, life group on wednesdays, counsel tuesdays, and managed to cut back on the Reno folks, and let go of what I didn't need to hold on to, recognize and seek out support, realize I have things to work, and holy burritos, I even learned again, that making mistakes is a apart of life. Now what's the take away on this, my closest friends would say, " Margo needs a hug." That too lol ! BUT really it's that all those things I just listed I know I just know I can be proud of. I don't know many young people who can say they are doing these things, but even if they are, not many can look at it and say wow, it's all good, it's all going to work out you dumb dumb!....Ahh... now I know there's a piece of chocolate in the fridge somewhere.....

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